#autism ig

[portrait-of-a-moron]

I’m genuinely curious if like, they’ve said anything about the accidental release. Why did it happen, what are they gonna do, etc etc??

Like I’d feel bad watching knowing it went out wayyy too early against what the production team said

[crepuscular-girlthing]

thinking about this. i for one can't do anything. it's fucking miserable. i want to die.

[patchun]

I don't know what is and isn't socially acceptable when it comes to expressing my emotions and I'm tired of pretending I do

[lilcreaturethingfromthewoods]

My special talent is looking like a normal person. You will never discover how weird I truly am until I open my mouth when my neurodivergent friends are within earshot

[thelambthatkilledthewolf]

Hello autism website, did anyone else used to keep track of however many turns they made throughout the day, and then when it was time for bed, spin around enough times to "undo" all the turns? Undoing all my turns was an essential part of the bedtime routine when I was ten

[tibbylikescheesecake-2310]

I love how less than a year after i was diagnosed with a neurodivergence (is that you say it?) and an anxiety disorder and now im wondering if i have another of each lol

[struck-by-the-rain]

everytime i think of the words "krotty joe" I immediately also tjink of you. y ouare the krotty joe person. to me. and ilove that

YIPPEEE,,, still crying at how I've somehow become the CEO of one of the most popular characters in the game

[boldlygayingwherenogayshavegayed]

My library reservation is there, which is the best (and worst) thing to wake up.

Yay, book! Now you have to move and get dressed for it.

[greenlaut]

anatomy of an assassin

[cry-ptidd]

"And she had brown eyes like a lamb, innocent and golden"

[kindest-little-fella-in-town]

hear me out…. hear me out………

[nearlymello]

You know that gaydar TikTok account? Where somebody gets asked a ton of questions that determines if they're gay, straight or a homophobe. I feel like if L and Light went on it Light would get every question right and L would be silent and Light would be deemed gay just for knowing that much and L would be deemed gay for the way he fucking stands.

[vero-niche]

when you tell your therapist something from your past and it leaves them speechless

[lilcreaturethingfromthewoods]

Recently my mom mentioned to me that she has no idea what I'm thinking because I never talk, and I just stare at her when she's talking at me. It's kinda funny to me because that's exactly how I learned to act around her:

I don't talk when someone else is talking because it's rude to interrupt and I have to wait for a natural pause, and if they just carry on and on - well.

I stare with my ✨autistic eyes✨ because apparently it's rude to look at something else when somebody's talking to you. I have two settings - either I'm focused on that little spot on the wall or floor, or I'm staring you dead in the eyes. Pick one.

I always have to ask permission for when I'm getting a snack or something because child me learned the hard way that parents do not always approve of doodling on their important documents or eating before a meal. Yes I need the explicit vampire permission.

[saturnniidae]

It's so fucking funny how Hiccup seems to have like. Withdrawals when he's spent too long without being able to interact safely with a dragon.

Like, I forget what episode, but the one with the Singetails where he's stuck with Spitelout and separated from Toothless, he just keeps pacing anxiously until Spitelout gets fed up and tells him he can pet his dragon if he misses Toothless so much, and then he actually does and it calms him down substantially

[gazspookiebear]

Thinking about waiting for Ghost to be ready for a relationship (kind of continued from this post

(Kinda angsty, self doubt/depreciating thoughts)

When you ask 'What are we?', he panics. He doesn't know. He isn't ready to be a boyfriend, to meet your parents, to open up about his life-

His internal monolog is interrupted by your hand on top of his own. He hadn't realized how anxious he must have appeared- sweaty, hands trembling, shallow breaths, the works. He felt like he was being strangled, and all of this was over a simple question. Why did he ever think he could do this?

You tell him it's okay. You tell him you don't need an answer now if he's not ready. You say that you're fine with the way things are, and if he isn't ready to move forward yet, you'll wait for him.

You tell him you'll always love him regardless.

The world might as well have stopped spinning, because you love him?

He wants to tell you he loves you too, but he's scared. He's still waiting for you to leave. For him to lose feelings. For this to all have been a huge waste of time, or for you to realize you deserve better as soon as he confesses how he really feels.

For a split second, he thinks about leaving. About ghosting you. Maybe even breaking up with you- but that would require him to admit there was something there in the first place. It felt like you had snaked your way around his heart and were squeezing with all your might.

God, he couldn't imagine himself without you. He felt like a fool, naive and childish all over again. Why were you so patient with him? Couldn't you see there was something rotting inside of him?

Once again, he's dragged out of his mind by your presence. You look worried. He can't fathom why you would be worried about him. Nonetheless, he squeezes your hand in return. A simple gesture, but it means the world to you. You know he's trying. You know he's fighting with himself and losing half the battles.

You're determined to win the war.